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09/09/07 - 0049hrs
couldnt get to sleep yet thereby, here i am writing some stuff that i am was thinking abt on my way home just now… IT’s been a year or so since i have started sch and the period where quizzes get closer by the day… was chilling out with don and khai a while back and it felt like ages since i went to town… but in fact i do stroll down town once in awhile, but not in a chilled out fashion… maybe rushing to paragon and now still anticipating the arrival of the bracelet of my watch which i have been waiting for ages.. close to a month i think, i wonder if the shipment is here though… nothing much has changed, but i have a target set for myself to reach in two yrs time… hmmm… its nerve recking i can say… i guez today, i needed a break from the studying and do it the old fashion way of going out and chill. kinda different feel… for the fact that this yr would be another semester of studying and will be going for attachment right up in jan 2008. where i’ll go, i am anticipating for the best though… for the experience and seting the right exposure for everything…
nevertheless, i am thankful for the fact that i have the frens and important ppl around me to give me the morale support. i can never deny that… it’s only a matter of doing the right thing.
sometimes i do feel that i might be too obsessive with getting something that i do not care with the situation around me… i do need to pull myself back sometimes and look at the bigger picture to ensure everyone out there feels comfortable… i do feel that i might be controlling sometimes… i would like to apologize if i have ever made them feel constricted or offended by my actions… i do not intentionally do it on purpose… i think through my journey back just now and i think that everyone should be treated as ethically and respecting their decision is one of it…
well, i do believe that i make mistakes sometimes and learning from it throughout my life will make me a better person in a whole… thank you to my frens and to you as you guys and gals have definitely made my time here a whole lot fun and meaningful… :)… take care and gd nite!!!! hee…
